I know I’ve been quiet for so long (weird for someone who talks so much haha) but I just needed a bit of a holiday. My family and I threw so many parties this holiday season, it was crazy. During all these parties I wanted to really live in the moment and not take pictures all the time.
How was your New Year’s Eve? I would say it’s my least favorite holiday. I never make any plans, and then I always end up alone, which is kind of pathetic. This year was even worse because my parents were invited to parties that they went to, and I ended up just dancing on my own, and watching series, which is basically just another day.
2017 was definitely not my best year. A lot happened and a lot that I was looking forward to did NOT happen. But it wasn’t all bad, I got so much support from my friends, which makes me feel so grateful. I have the best friends in the whole entire world, and missing them was so hard. The best thing about 2018 already, was seeing my best friend yesterday after being apart for months. That’s what I’m most looking forward to, just seeing all my friends again. I know it sounds crazy, but you don’t know how lucky you are to spend your days surrounded by friends all the time until you don’t anymore. That’s why I was so lucky to have Saar be with me during this time, she has been my absolute rock, and made me laugh through all the bad stuff. All the new friends I’ve made have also been amazing, I did not think it was possible for me to find more amazing people, and because of them, I did not feel lonely.
I always find it weird that just because another day goes by we all decide to be new people and change for the new year. But I also realize that it can be a beautiful thing, a new start. I don’t exactly have any new year’s resolutions. Sure, I want to keep doing insanity with Goda, and maybe work out a bit more (definitely don’t want to eat less) but that’s nothing major. However, I do have some goals. I’m gonna start a company with my best friend Kim because I no longer want to wait to follow my dreams. I’m gonna throw so many parties when my friends get back and spend all my time with them. I definitely don’t want 2018 to be a lonely one. And I hope to finish my bachelor.
It’s kind of exciting to have a fresh start, and I hope that 2018 will be a great one for all of you!
Lots of love,